This is not me. For so many reasons!
I felt motivated to write another blog. Rare I know. But instead of spending the next paragraph apologizing and justifying my neglect of this page, I am merely going to write, because that I why I created this thing in the first place.
I will be married in a month, to the man of my dreams might I cliché-ly add. People keep asking me if I am scared or laugh and say, “It’s not too late”. They act as if getting married is like I will be jumping off of a bridge OR out of an airplane OR suddenly finding myself in some unknown environment OR making a large commitment to something vaguely known. I guess most normal people have not experienced those things, but since I have chosen extreme situations to “build my character”, I am familiar with the fear, rush, frustration and complete loss of control feeling from each situation. Just as Beyoncé sang beautifully years ago, “ I am a survivor”.
This is not to say that I am taking my vow to B lightly. No sir-re. I just want to clear up the fact that NO, I am not scared, and if you want to joke and say that it is not too late, then my friend, I will retort with saying, “It is not soon enough.”
Without getting too lovey-dovey, I will leave my readers with this: I am choosing to spend the rest of my life with the person I want to explore every facet of the world with, the person who inspires me to be the best version myself (without losing myself) and the person who makes me wish there was 25 hours in a day, just so we could have more time together.
I will be married in a month, to the man of my dreams.
<3 Og jeg gleder meg til å se deg som brud! Love you, my beautiful cupcake;))